13.10.09

apple smile

first:
if you don't know/read the blog of kevin o'kelley
i'm going to iterate his words and tell you to go and listen to 'daisy,' the latest effort from brand new.
i say effort.

but in truth, they have succeeded.
brand new has again kept to the word of their own name and issued a sound brand new.
kudos to the men of brand new.

next:
have you ever thought you had a good thing going?
it may go unnoticed until you recognize it.
or you may not it from the beginning.
but then you might tell your friends about it?
and you jinx it.

has that ever happened to you?
i feel like i'm batting 1.000 in this situation.
i feel like every time i verbally acknowledge something really good it falls to pieces immediately thereafter.
maybe it's just me.
or maybe it applies to some of you out there as well.
i don't know.

i think from now on i'm going to keep my mouth shut.
and try to keep outwardly numb to things i might see as good.

finally:
have you ever noticed something about you?
more than just your personality?
i mean it is inherently you?
that you hate?
that you completely loathe?
something you wish to change?
something you're dying to change?

something for which you would kill to change?
something for which you might give your left nut to change?

in my recent life i believe i've found the major flaw of joseph cundiff.
but i can't figure out how to change it.
in every situation i've been presented that would allow me to break my pattern,
i can't.

and i know it.

and how often does joseph cundiff say 'i can't?'

maybe i haven't given it enough time.
maybe i haven't gone about it in the proper fashion.

maybe 'lost' will help me find the answer.

many have told me the drama holds the answers to all of life's questions.
i got an episode to watch.
(quick update: i'm about 1/3 of the way through season 2.)

lots of love,

jo




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